A New Life.

I'm in college now. A college student. I can't believe I'm here now. At UC Irvine. Living in a dorm with a roommate. It's been more than 7 months since I last updated my life here on blogger. So many things happened in the past 7 months,too. My faith was all over the place and now it's slowly going up. My relationships with people as well as my outlook on life have changed. I do miss High school a little. Feeling young and being with the people you love. School dances. Homework that help your grade out. How nostalgic.

But I do love college. It's different. New. My roommate is awesome. We're so alike it's crazy. I'm meeting the right people and I'm loving the Christian fellowships here; everyone is so loving and on fire for God. They want to know you, God! It's amazing. Also, I couldn't have ask for any other hall than Estrella. They're the best. Everyone is so understanding of each other. It makes my heart melt. Sure there are drama here and there, but I'm glad it's not too extreme.

Today, I ate lunch with a core from my Edge small group and I'm so grateful that God put these leaders in my life. They're so loving and have so much wisdom. God I can really see you in them. Dinner with the small group was great. I love my Edge & AACF small group. They give me hope.

Bad case of the Uglies

My knees need to GET BETTER! D:<

damn school.

Shout for Joy

I feel like I'm wasting my life. And how come I feel like this? Blame fantasy.
Media & propoganda are corrupting my life. How I want to be like them yet, in reality, it's fake. Or is it?

I need to erase all of this, get back to reality. I need some music to calm me down.

Zetsu

hello all. I feel like I have given up. I'm not motivated.

On the bright side, I have come back to church. I know this will be better for me. Welcome home.

tears from your eyes

Being an adolescence sucks. Period.

Happy Thanksgiving

It's Junior year now and I'm pretty happy this year. I've come out of my bubble and I'm living again! ahaha. Today is Thanksgiving and I can feel the holiday spirit. It feels more like Christmas than Thanksgiving. :O I used to be pretty creative during my sophmore year (during my "depressed" days). Now I'm just...plain. All the creativity washed away this year. :( Whatever.
I'm starting to be closer to some friends and farther apart from others. It makes me sad, but what is there to do? Man, it's Thanksgiving and I'm on the computer. Anyways I'm thankful for a lot of things. Too lazy to list them out.